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11/20/2008 11:58 pm |
Just like your love I feel like I'm invisible You treat me like I'm not really there And you don't really care The GOD in ME greets The GOD in U.
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11/21/2008 12:54 am |
IT IS HARD TO START AGAIN, BUT NEVER IMPOSSIBLE EITHER. The new start begins with a will. I hope you will find the will. Sometimes, when the mind refuses to let go and wants to cling to the past, all it needs is a violent cut off. I know it is tough, it is almost impossible, I myself am in doubt if I did ever succeed in it. Yet, the past is past and all but a memory. Does anyone live on memory alone? Can we live on a diet of air and thoughts alone? No, sometimes violent resolutions do succeed in seeing us through for a couple of days and then the memories come back. We have to cut off again, memories come back till we learn to laugh at them. I have not been able to laugh at them, just because I know that they are the most beautiful days I ever had. Had! Yes, they are past now, I cannot live on them and I am ready for another day ( I am not sure either!). May be someday I will laugh at my most beautiful days and tell them that they are but just a silly past. Till then, I egg on. Yes, there is no other way! If only HG Wells' Time machine was for real!
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11/24/2008 11:19 am |
I don't know for sure arjan .. but I think men are more able to move on from past relationships than are women. Women you see are emotional thinkers and men .. well men are the linear ones. Men can reason through love and look at it in a more black/white context than women. Women are attached more by their hearts ... men by their minds. Women can love sight unseen, while men are visual and need that stimulus in order to prompt the emotions that eventually lead to love. To be quite honest, I fell in love with more than just his face. I loved everything about him .. from his beautiful voice, to his words, to the way he knew me so well. I loved his soul and that's something that's very hard to forget. And even though I will move on someday - I will never forget how much he meant to me. Somebody that special stays with you for the rest of your life. The only regret I have lies with me. Even after doing all that I could - I couldn't make it last forever. ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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11/24/2008 11:20 am |
aumoshoaum .. thank you for visiting. ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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11/25/2008 1:25 am |
dear girl, i will certainly miss u! i loved ur writing and the writer too! hope to see u back soon
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11/25/2008 3:19 am |
thank you amos ... just need a little time off is all. I'm not finished for good .. just for the moment. ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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11/30/2008 7:38 am |
I don't know for sure arjan .. but I think men are more able to move on from past relationships than are women. Women you see are emotional thinkers and men .. well men are the linear ones. Men can reason through love and look at it in a more black/white context than women. Women are attached more by their hearts ... men by their minds. Women can love sight unseen, while men are visual and need that stimulus in order to prompt the emotions that eventually lead to love. To be quite honest, I fell in love with more than just his face. I loved everything about him .. from his beautiful voice, to his words, to the way he knew me so well. I loved his soul and that's something that's very hard to forget. And even though I will move on someday - I will never forget how much he meant to me. Somebody that special stays with you for the rest of your life. The only regret I have lies with me. Even after doing all that I could - I couldn't make it last forever. iSABELLA, You said men and women differ just as heart and mind. It is not men and women. It is individuals. I am not able to cast away my past. That is why I said, one has to do it violently. Violently with oneself, and not with the other. Violently, only because, life has to go on. Otherwise I would have been long gone now, which I did not, just by the spur of a moment. I am sad of the loss, but I am happy to be alive as well. Never say that men and women differ the way you generalise. Only, one did not meet the right person at the right time! Take care, living by the heart is wonderful. But let it not take our lives away. When one is alive, the hope is alive, even when it may never come true.
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