Always, Somewhere
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 Everyone deserves to be the center of someone else's world, and not just an after thought. Long lasting and forever are not just words with empty meaning. Not anymore. No time to call you today Encores till eleven then chinese food Back to the hotel again I call your number the line aint free I like to tell you come to me A night without you seems like a lost dream Love I can't tell you how I feel Always, somewhere Miss you where I've been I'll be back to love you again Always, somewhere Miss you where I've been I'll be back to love you again Another morning, another place The only day off is far away But every city has seen me in the end And brings me to you again Always, somewhere Miss you where I've been I'll be back to love you again Always, somewhere Miss you where I've been I'll be back to love you again Always, Somewhere ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ |
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10/25/2009 2:07 pm |
 nicely done isabellawhat is life without the radiance of love i am going to listen to the song tomorrow morning. thanks for sharing it  ~~~~don't just count your blessings....share them~~~~
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10/25/2009 6:04 pm |
thank you so much foxxxyyyyy !!! "Always, Somewhere" is our song. He showed it to me .. I liked it .. and together we decided it would be ours. I have never been this happy! Love that is returned (in every sense of the word) is worth holding out for! ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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10/26/2009 8:04 am |
For the first time I'm realizing .. that love really can feel good. And that if you wait long enough - eventually you find the one who was made just for you. How long darling???????? Please find some one urgently!!!!! [without prejudice!!!]
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10/26/2009 11:01 am |
gemini .. are you referring to me (or you)? I've already found someone.  ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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10/26/2009 6:40 pm |
Well done Isa But when are u going reveal the identity of this Mr. P of your life...what a lucky man he is take care
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10/26/2009 9:38 pm |
thank you sherk  hmmmmmmmmn .. not sure about revealing the identity to all. Might tell you in private though. You could probably find out anything your little heart desired from me - in private ..lol  ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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10/27/2009 8:18 am |
gemini .. are you referring to me (or you)? I've already found someone.
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10/27/2009 10:31 am |
lol .. oh yeah the chastity belt. I forgot all about that old thing! And yet you remembered!  Thanks so much for the congrats. Don't want to jinx it so will keep the celebrations quiet (for now). ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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10/28/2009 6:45 am |
Might tell you in private though. You could probably find out anything your little heart desired from me - in private When and how that gonna be....just wondering!!!
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10/28/2009 11:05 am |
Are you seriously trying to make my jaw hit the floor?  Everytime I look you have a new photo on your profile. How in the world can you still be single? How is this possible? You are from the "Island of Beautiful Men"! You are the President of the "Island of Beautiful Men"! In fact you might even be God! Wowzers!!!  ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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10/28/2009 11:06 am |
.. in answer to your question - you will see! ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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10/28/2009 1:29 pm |
Lolz Isa...i am an ordinary man with ordinary looks...its your eyes which see me as what u see And i am single may be because a beautiful soul like u had to come in my life  cheers and take care
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11/3/2009 2:42 am |
Hi Isabella.... How's life? I see Aqua has moved out of your life and there is some Mr.P in your life and amazing it is that he is too from India ...You are i feel for Indian men be it Aqua or Mr.P.Is it?
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11/3/2009 7:06 am |
hi Ssariel ... long time it's been. Seems you are only available when you choose to be isn't it? Life is very good. I'm happy - and thank you for asking. I hope everything is also going well with you. To be quite honest ... Aqua was never in my life - he was just some fantasy I had .. a fantasy about a man I had never met and who never really cared for me anyway. Funny how time gives you perspective when you give it a chance. As for your question ... although I do like Indian men and prefer them over all others - Aqua broke my heart and treated me worse then his own dog. Love can't be sustained when it's kept in the dark - it needs sunlight to grow just like any living thing. He made it clear he would rather I was gone .. and so that's what I did .. I left. As for Mr. P .... he is now my future. He gives me love in equal measure and to him I might as well be the most beautiful woman in the world .. because that's how he treats me. It feels so nice to have a love that is returned in equal measure. As I said before ... it's worth holding out for! Thank you for your visit. It's nice to know you're still around somewhere. ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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11/3/2009 9:18 am |
I am surprised !!! on one hand you call AQUA as your soul-mate and the other other you say that he treated you as a dog? then on one hand you say he is your soul-mate and you would meet after rebirth and on the other hand you say he is treated you very badly if so or he was only your fantasy hen how you will reincarnate with him !!! All ENIGMA !!!??? i fail to understand you know i am a simple brain please explain..
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11/3/2009 11:01 am |
Aqua is and always will be my soulmate. Only I know and recognize the spiritual connection between us. He chose not to see (and that is his perogative) .. hence the treating me like a dog. The way someone treats you doesn't change the fundamental truth - the underlying facts .. the knowledge that one person has of another on a soul level. His soul made a contract with mine that he would find me in this lifetime (one of the only ones we have been reincarnated together in for a long time). He promised to find me and to right the wrongs done in past lifetimes .. in essence to give me the love that he hadn't before. You see I was his 3rd wife in a lifetime now long past - and well without going into detail (and to make a long story short) ... it breaks my heart to see that he is treating me exactly as he did back then - in essence repeating history. Nothing has changed, no progress made in the 3 years that my own soul gave him to make things right. This lifetime is paralleling that one so much that we might as well be starting off again at ground zero. Anyhow ... money was his first priority in that lifetime as it is again in this one. I never had a chance. money always wins over love. Perhaps we will have a chance to do it all over again in another lifetime. Who knows. Maybe by then he will recognize something in my eyes. ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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11/4/2009 2:46 am |
hmmmmm!!! a very tedious story for a simple person like me ??? How in the world you have come to know about you being his third wife and if he has three wives( in India such a man will not be treated with respect....Oh!!! having three wives. ) who are the other two and where are they??/On one side you said you never met then how you are his wife???This internet marriage or kind what???more confused.You better tell me the story in length and do not cut it short.Are his other two wives in INDIA.where is he i mean with which wife???
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11/4/2009 9:31 am |
i am waiting to understand this
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11/4/2009 11:32 am |
ok .. well, please understand that it's month end here and I have a job. I apologize for the delay. First of all .. this is not present day - this is many many lifetimes ago .. in a part of the world that used to be known as "Caanan" or the "Brook of Egypt". In this lifetime that we shared, Aqua and I were what you might call Nomads, people who took temporary residence and setup camp wherever the pasture was plentiful .. to feed our livestock and forge a life from the profits of their trade. I was 16 at the time .. Aqua was much older. He was rather well off and the sons he had with his first two wives worked hard for him. In this day and age it was common for men to have more than one wife at a time (which is how I came to be his 3rd wife). At the age of 16 I was traded to Aqua along with a decent dowry of livestock. I was young and naive and didn't know anything about men but was expected (by him) to bear many sons. I was fair of form and face and because I was only 16, his other wives were jealous. They had given birth to many children and their bodies were not what they used to be. But I was his favorite. To produce many sons was of paramount importance and he would never let me forget it. A higher value was placed on sons even back then because they would work for their parents and support them in their old age as well as fetch a dowry from the women they married. I loved Aqua back then because he was the only man I had ever known. But Aqua didn't care about matters of the heart. He was only interested in making money and the more sons I could produce the better. I gave him 4 daughters and 2 sons, yet each time I gave him a daughter he would blame it on me, cursing me and never letting me forget how I had let him down - saying it was my fault. He thought that I was responsible for the sex of the children and not him. Anyway .. he never showed me love (even back then) .. focusing instead on making money. I was very much alone because we were always moving from camp to camp and my parents were left behind. I had no friends and kept to myself a lot (withdrawing into my own world as each time Aqua expressed his disappointment when I didn't bear him a son). Eventually that lifetime came to a close for both myself and Aqua - and when it did our souls met again in what I like to call "Heaven" or "The Other Side". He told me that he was sorry he never had time for me and that he wanted to show the love he felt (in his own twisted way) but didn't know how. He promised that he would make it up to me. He knew that this was to be one of the very few lifetimes we would reincarnate in together - and he promised to find me and to make up for the love that he didn't show me back then. He said he would put me first and then he would court me properly as he hadn't before. I agreed to this - but stipulated that this time around there would be no marriage contract and I gave him 3 years to balance the karma. If it was not done within this time then I told him I was going to move on and he would have to repeat the same thing again in another life (if he could find me that is). But he has backslided into his old ways and as I said before .. we are starting again at Ground Zero. ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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11/4/2009 11:42 am |
If you want to know how I know this - well I was gifted with a $250.00 credit for a reading of my Akashic Record with Roberta Herzog (that part that pertains to Aqua and myself) by a very generous member of IFF. The Akashic Scrolls are a record of the journey your soul has experienced through time and Roberta interprets them with the help of her Spirit Guide and Guardian Angels. The scrolls are written in the language that was spoken at that time - but her angelic guides help her to interpret them so we can understand. If you want more information you can go to her sight or come over to my house and listen to the hour and a half long tape she gave me after the reading was over...lol. Hope that answers your question Ssariel. ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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11/4/2009 2:02 pm |
uff..i am mesmerized by reading of your history..both past life and this life and your relation with this Mr. Aqua and his eternal quest of finding you with all his love and nothing but love. Need a break i guess..lolz take care
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11/5/2009 3:11 am |
ufffffffffffffff a long tedious story ...... How you are so sure the man as you say met only on the net is the same Aqua ...you said you have never seen him in person isn't it? You mean he loves you and hates his other wife...Is Aqua same brutal fellow even now ...If so he must be a horrible man who has not evolved from that nomadic state..Did he want only son from you even now???
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11/5/2009 7:21 am |
Ssariel ... I got some bad news last night. I won't be around here for a few days. Just thought I'd let you know. ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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11/5/2009 9:31 am |
take care
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11/5/2009 12:33 pm |
hey what happened???
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11/5/2009 1:57 pm |
thank you Ssariel ... I'll try. ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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11/5/2009 2:06 pm |
sherkhan ... Mr. P's Permanent Resident Status was rejected yesterday. I think I must have cried from 7 last night until I fell asleep - and then again from 3 in the morning until 7 am when I woke him up to hold him once again. I've had no sleep in the last 24 hours - and I'm so tired. We had such big plans together. He was supposed to get his Status December 1st, just in time for my birthday and we were going to celebrate together. Now he has to leave the country by the end of the month. We have 3 more weeks together. Three more weeks and then he's gone. I promised him I wouldn't cry anymore - that our last remaining days would be happy ones ... so I do it in private now. He told me he doesn't want to see me on the last day - and that I can't come to the airport with him. He said that will just make it harder. In a way I agree ... but I will be so sad on that day because I'll be missing him so much. He promised he would come back ... with an engagement ring for me from India. He promised - and I believe he will ... but he also doesn't believe in long distance relationships ... so I don't know, I honestly don't know. I'm taking a break from here for awhile .. so I can spend the time I have left with him. I gave him a rose when we first met .. a beautiful red rose that bloomed for 3 weeks before it started to die. He pressed it in a book and is taking that back to India with him so that he will always have something of me with him. He is giving me one of his T-shirts..lol - which I believe will practically be able to stand up on it's own by the time he comes back with my ring. My heart is breaking ... but there' nothing either one of us can do. It wasn't our choice, and I believe that only God can find a way to bring us back together now. Take care .. and will see you when I get back. ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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11/6/2009 12:35 pm |
be cool...
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11/8/2009 6:42 am |
Its really sad to know that...but it certainly is not the end of road also for u guys. Just keep hopes and things would work out. Take care till then.
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