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spritelynymph32
6/8/2008 8:44 pmLast Read: |
hmmmmmmmmm..........a short disclaimer....i've felt awful lately....can't explain why....just something gnawing at me...so excuse the ramblings. This is nymphy..raw and emotional and not making any sense at all. my life has changed so much over the past year...i've changed..a lot ...mostly my ex 2 blam for that..who sort of started this all...made me take a step back and look at myself....i had been miserable for so long...and then he came along and made me feel again....but you know i can be quite naive at times and sometimes i ask myself did he really love me..or was he after what most guys..well all guys ...are after.....i loved him....i thought he loved me....marriage was big on our minds...but it didn't work out....and for the longest time i refused to let go....he was it for me......but eventually i was able to...IFF was a big part of that....i came here looking for something as i think most people here are...and i found it.... ...met some really great people, made some incredible friends....and i wish to god i could hug all of you....found love again....and me being the nymph i am not just once......which makes me ask...do i fall 2 easily..do i give my heart away to quickly?.....is it love? have i ever been in love? how do u know for sure....or do u never know for sure until it really happens....and the big big question.....am i afraid of it...cause i seem to always pick the wrong guy to fall in love with.....maybe i'm a glutton for pain....why do i need to be needed by someone so badly....to be needed i guess is a basic human need ....is it not?.... ....it's been a rough week...changes at work...changes at home....personal life not all it can be.....sometimes i wish i could stop everything just long enough to make sense of it all.....or even better....wouldn't it be great if you could go to the store and walk the aisles and pick the life you want...take it up to the counter...pay for it...have it gift wrapped with a nice little bow even....k..so that sounds a bit childish....i know...i've been accused of that many times.....but what's wrong with that..being an adult can really suck sometimes.... sometimes when i'm lying in bed at night....i stare up at the ceiling and can't fight the overwhelming feeling of being alone....it's like i can almost reach out and grab it....the feeling is so strong....and i feel like a complete waste of space....my fault entirely i know....cause that's not true.....i have so much to offer.....i have a wonderful son....great parents and brothers and sisters.....but me being the selfish person i am....that's not enough.....i want an intimate partner...someone i can share everything with.....something messy and real and forever...... hmmmm.....well..not the direction i wanted this to go....but there it is all the same....i wish i had more answers than questions...i wish i had the guts to tell the people in my life what i'm really thinking.....instead of blogging it to mostly strangers......i wish i knew what i wanted....i wish ...i wish....i wish.....i wish i wasnt such a loser..... An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same |
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6/8/2008 9:01 pm |
    
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6/8/2008 9:32 pm |
hey native very well expressed, but we shld not take things in our own hand. Life is happy among ur real ones and few v gud friends. take care, be strong. kashish
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6/8/2008 9:37 pm |
after reading this .. I can definitely say u are more normal than most and certainly not a loser. about the falling to fast and being naive... I would rather live that way than have such a wall build up.. follow ur heart always.. be passionate about things always.. without that .. life becomes drab.. and the what ifs will come to u later.16    
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6/9/2008 4:18 am |
spritey, ur not a loser no. believe me, u gained such wonderful ppl around u, and u mean a lot to them. breaking up of one relationship never mean that the battle is lost. there is a long long way to go hun. take care n be happy. big smiles look better on ur pretty face.  
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6/9/2008 7:05 am |
 I don't know you but I do know how you are feeling. You are far from being a loser...several things came to mind while I was reading you. First, as it is said: It is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. Secondly, what is selfish about not wanting to be alone?  I know you mentioned intimacy, but that is only the fruit of what you are really wanting and needing. As a thinking/feeling human you have needs, wants and desires. One need that all humans have but rarely recognize it for what it is, is to be able to give our love to another and to receive love from them. I am not talking about the intimacy/sexual need but the total unconditional, deep and comfortable love that we have in us to give. From there the fruit of that love is the intimacy.It is good to use this forum to speak your feelings and to get them out. Sometimes family isn't "safe" to tell these things too. My wish for you is that you will continue seeking that which you need and that God will bless you with it!!
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6/9/2008 7:44 am |
I don't know you but I do know how you are feeling. You are far from being a loser...several things came to mind while I was reading you. First, as it is said: It is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. Secondly, what is selfish about not wanting to be alone? I know you mentioned intimacy, but that is only the fruit of what you are really wanting and needing. As a thinking/feeling human you have needs, wants and desires. One need that all humans have but rarely recognize it for what it is, is to be able to give our love to another and to receive love from them. I am not talking about the intimacy/sexual need but the total unconditional, deep and comfortable love that we have in us to give. From there the fruit of that love is the intimacy.It is good to use this forum to speak your feelings and to get them out. Sometimes family isn't "safe" to tell these things too. My wish for you is that you will continue seeking that which you need and that God will bless you with it!! Spritey .. I think I chatted with you in the Lobby last night about this post. You are definitely NOT a loser. In fact you are one of the most positive, self assured and talented people I have come across in this forum. You and I are riding in the same boat at the moment but sooner or later the storm has to subside to make way for the sunshine. That's just the way life is. There is someone great out there waiting for both of us ... and you just have to believe that everything happens when it's supposed to happen. There's no changing destiny. Have a smiley day hun. You deserve all the best! ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~ ♥ ~~~~
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6/9/2008 10:10 am |
sprite u have written what most of us here feel... n all I can say is u r NO loser. the very fact that u can tell all this openly, in spite of staring at the ceiling and feeling lonely, is a winning step its the same with all....I am always like...can I go out n shop for happiness....for a real life ....gosh I would have got it all....but.... from the lil I know of u.... I guess u can laugh.... and thatz a sign of a winner. cheer up girl anamika
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6/9/2008 10:58 am |
Sprite.. You are not a loser, but a warm and caring person..you have got feelings just like the rest of us.you have a broken relationship so what??? it's bad and tears heart apart.You have to move on and think positive and think ahead.
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6/9/2008 1:44 pm |
SPRITE DONT PUT YOURSELF DOWN YOUR NOT A LOSER WE HAVE ALL BEEN THERE AT SOME TIME IN OUR LIVES ..YOU HAVE FRIENDS AT IFF WHO LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU ..LIFE GOES ON SO YOU LIVE AND ENJOY IT ..NO LOOKING BACK ..HUGGZZZZZZZZZZ JAY
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6/9/2008 3:49 pm |
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6/9/2008 3:51 pm |
hey native very well expressed, but we shld not take things in our own hand. Life is happy among ur real ones and few v gud friends. take care, be strong. kashish ...not native...but thanks for ur comment....i have always been one to cherish the qualit of a friendship rather than the quantity....and i do have some really great ones....thanks againAn Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/9/2008 3:55 pm |
after reading this .. I can definitely say u are more normal than most and certainly not a loser. about the falling to fast and being naive... I would rather live that way than have such a wall build up.. follow ur heart always.. be passionate about things always.. without that .. life becomes drab.. and the what ifs will come to u later.16 thanks An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/9/2008 3:57 pm |
spritey, ur not a loser no. believe me, u gained such wonderful ppl around u, and u mean a lot to them. breaking up of one relationship never mean that the battle is lost. there is a long long way to go hun. take care n be happy. big smiles look better on ur pretty face. hun....i'm always smiling .....at least on the outside.....tx for being my friend..ur a sweetie..An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/9/2008 4:00 pm |
I don't know you but I do know how you are feeling. You are far from being a loser...several things came to mind while I was reading you. First, as it is said: It is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. Secondly, what is selfish about not wanting to be alone? I know you mentioned intimacy, but that is only the fruit of what you are really wanting and needing. As a thinking/feeling human you have needs, wants and desires. One need that all humans have but rarely recognize it for what it is, is to be able to give our love to another and to receive love from them. I am not talking about the intimacy/sexual need but the total unconditional, deep and comfortable love that we have in us to give. From there the fruit of that love is the intimacy.It is good to use this forum to speak your feelings and to get them out. Sometimes family isn't "safe" to tell these things too. My wish for you is that you will continue seeking that which you need and that God will bless you with it!! ..and hows come i don't know u ...tx so much,....very thoughtful to take the time and spread some cheer...i enjoyed ur comments....thanks again An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/9/2008 4:03 pm |
great advice kalanchoe ... Spritey .. I think I chatted with you in the Lobby last night about this post. You are definitely NOT a loser. In fact you are one of the most positive, self assured and talented people I have come across in this forum. You and I are riding in the same boat at the moment but sooner or later the storm has to subside to make way for the sunshine. That's just the way life is. There is someone great out there waiting for both of us ... and you just have to believe that everything happens when it's supposed to happen. There's no changing destiny. Have a smiley day hun. You deserve all the best! ...shall we go out for coffee and bitch together ....ur pretty great urself hun....and i know what ur going through too....here's to us both finding out happy ending/beginning.....An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/9/2008 4:09 pm |
sprite u have written what most of us here feel... n all I can say is u r NO loser. the very fact that u can tell all this openly, in spite of staring at the ceiling and feeling lonely, is a winning step its the same with all....I am always like...can I go out n shop for happiness....for a real life ....gosh I would have got it all....but.... from the lil I know of u.... I guess u can laugh.... and thatz a sign of a winner. cheer up girl .....better out than in right, lol...An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/9/2008 4:10 pm |
Sprite.. You are not a loser, but a warm and caring person..you have got feelings just like the rest of us.you have a broken relationship so what??? it's bad and tears heart apart.You have to move on and think positive and think ahead.An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/9/2008 4:13 pm |
SPRITE DONT PUT YOURSELF DOWN YOUR NOT A LOSER WE HAVE ALL BEEN THERE AT SOME TIME IN OUR LIVES ..YOU HAVE FRIENDS AT IFF WHO LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU ..LIFE GOES ON SO YOU LIVE AND ENJOY IT ..NO LOOKING BACK ..HUGGZZZZZZZZZZ JAY ....An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/9/2008 9:33 pm |
SPRITEEEEEEEEEEEEE.... "wouldn't it be great if you could go to the store and walk the aisles and pick the life you want...take it up to the counter...pay for it...have it gift wrapped with a nice little bow even...." that was just great how you wrote that... and i know that little boy of yours surely knows you are a winner!!! i found something that may or may not help ... "Observe moderation and balance in all things.... Know those things that lead to your wellbeing, and those things that lead to your destruction.... Listen to and follow the guidance given to your heart.... Expect guidance to come in many forms: in prayer, in dreams, in times of quiet solitude and in the words and deeds of wise Elders... May you walk the path of happiness and love" you wrote a very heartfelt blog... who knows you could be the next erma bombeck!! ~Don't just count your blessings......share them~
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6/10/2008 2:39 am |
I thought me in your life is making you win come lets win   Its time to lend a hand... to life. The greatest gift of GOD.
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6/10/2008 5:54 pm |
SPRITEEEEEEEEEEEEE.... "wouldn't it be great if you could go to the store and walk the aisles and pick the life you want...take it up to the counter...pay for it...have it gift wrapped with a nice little bow even...." that was just great how you wrote that... and i know that little boy of yours surely knows you are a winner!!! i found something that may or may not help ... "Observe moderation and balance in all things.... Know those things that lead to your wellbeing, and those things that lead to your destruction.... Listen to and follow the guidance given to your heart.... Expect guidance to come in many forms: in prayer, in dreams, in times of quiet solitude and in the words and deeds of wise Elders... May you walk the path of happiness and love" you wrote a very heartfelt blog... who knows you could be the next erma bombeck!! ..tx sweetie....words to live by for sure....ummmm....who is erma bombeck (will have to google that one)An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/10/2008 5:55 pm |
I thought me in your life is making you win come lets win  .....BJ,..what'd i win, what'd i win An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/11/2008 8:35 am |
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6/11/2008 8:06 pm |
... An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/12/2008 3:20 am |
HEY SPRITE., TIME IS A BIG HEALER SO DO NOT WORRY, BUT TELL ME WHO IS CULPRIT?
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6/12/2008 6:49 pm |
HEY SPRITE., TIME IS A BIG HEALER SO DO NOT WORRY, BUT TELL ME WHO IS CULPRIT? An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/13/2008 9:46 pm |
NOBODY KNOWS WHAT TOMORROW HAS IN ITS LAP FOR US. WISH YOU ALL THE VERY BEST IN THE TIME TO COME. Parth
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6/13/2008 9:49 pm |
NOBODY KNOWS WHAT TOMORROW HAS IN ITS LAP FOR US. WISH YOU ALL THE VERY BEST IN THE TIME TO COME. Parth An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/15/2008 12:20 am |
Hey Sprite, Naaah , you aint a loser, you a survivor. This time comes in everybody's life, when one wishes something for oneself, and that ain't being selfish.Get the best out of whatever life offers. Start with a smile. A smile is at times a source of joy and sometimes the source of joy is a smile. keep smiling. Regrds Rajinder
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6/15/2008 6:35 am |
youze & moi gotta have a heart to heart in private soon ... sans the raunchy confy ... the blog is profound and reflects what many have felt & have not expressed ... however , in short , ya got nothing to be distressed about you are loved & despite the distance we're real & here for ya BTW in my  dictionary ppl are not losers cos of personal failure or because of circumstances .... the real losers are the predators , the vultures , the people who harm others either for sport or selfishness & you ain't any of those
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6/15/2008 7:49 am |
Nymphy Those of us who know you don't see you as a loser - not by any stretch of the imagination. We love you for who and what you are Life does throw some curve balls at ya, but we learn to play 'em too, right? You're a woman which right there means you are strong, and I know that for a fact Like I always say, there's no time like the present. So dear Nymphy, LIVE in the present and don't dwell on the past or worry about what the future holds. Love and Light, JKM
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6/15/2008 8:40 am |
Hey Sprite, Naaah , you aint a loser, you a survivor. This time comes in everybody's life, when one wishes something for oneself, and that ain't being selfish.Get the best out of whatever life offers. Start with a smile. A smile is at times a source of joy and sometimes the source of joy is a smile. keep smiling. Regrds Rajinder ...is that one big enough for ya....thanks for the words of encouragement raj An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/15/2008 8:43 am |
youze & moi gotta have a heart to heart in private soon ... sans the raunchy confy ... the blog is profound and reflects what many have felt & have not expressed ... however , in short , ya got nothing to be distressed about you are loved & despite the distance we're real & here for ya BTW in my dictionary ppl are not losers cos of personal failure or because of circumstances .... the real losers are the predators , the vultures , the people who harm others either for sport or selfishness & you ain't any of those shaits....thanks sweetie...i appreciate that and you really have become a great friend despite the fact you been missing for awhile....miss ya....take care An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/15/2008 8:49 am |
Nymphy Those of us who know you don't see you as a loser - not by any stretch of the imagination. We love you for who and what you are Life does throw some curve balls at ya, but we learn to play 'em too, right? You're a woman which right there means you are strong, and I know that for a fact Like I always say, there's no time like the present. So dear Nymphy, LIVE in the present and don't dwell on the past or worry about what the future holds. Love and Light, JKM love ya sis....An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/17/2008 2:57 am |
Hi really lik your blog and never give up hope you yourself look preety if you ever want another new friend im hear to listen to you email me back if you wish and this friendship could be good for us both as we hve both experienced everything in life take care and looking forward to your email reagrds roses In life what ever moment has gone, --Has gone and will never come back,-Rajesh khanna
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6/18/2008 1:40 am |
Nymphy............ Told ya ...to take care of that Boot camp ....you getting yourself too very exhausted dear . . . . . .  N to be honest don't you think it has paid you well for this unstable relationships, if you were well off you wouldn't be here , would hv not met all the good people you say of n more over the best part of being over here is ..... you can hand pick all of them  right from 15 - 95 yrs , you have got them all in different sizes, colour , texture so just chill ...spriteee MuWAAhsssssssss Cheers ATK
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6/18/2008 6:25 pm |
Hi really lik your blog and never give up hope you yourself look preety if you ever want another new friend im hear to listen to you email me back if you wish and this friendship could be good for us both as we hve both experienced everything in life take care and looking forward to your email reagrds roses An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/18/2008 6:29 pm |
Nymphy............ Told ya ...to take care of that Boot camp ....you getting yourself too very exhausted dear . . . . . . N to be honest don't you think it has paid you well for this unstable relationships, if you were well off you wouldn't be here , would hv not met all the good people you say of n more over the best part of being over here is ..... you can hand pick all of them right from 15 - 95 yrs , you have got them all in different sizes, colour , texture so just chill ...spriteee MuWAAhsssssssss Cheers ATK So u say i have my pick... ...hmmmm.....ok ok....shall we do a line up ...tallest to the left..... lol...anybody brave enough to take me on out there?...i can be quite a mess sometimes...but that's part of my charm....lol cruxieAn Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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 6/20/2008 6:13 am |
hey nypmhy..very profound..and i have to say ... I hEar YA . im in a situation too. been in a mood lately u know the nagging little voice in my head says some of it was / is my own doing. or undoing. so if your a loser what does tht make me ? needless to say ..you are NO loser.that word does not apply to you nor do i like it bein associated with ya,for what its worth.... keep the faith nymphy i touched rock bottom&scraped the barrel , but the one thing that got me through me was the hope that the sun wont set on me just yet.. it just cant.it just cant. ive been the Ultimate Loser in my time and ill tell you this..you dont like what i did ........... godspeed and take hella good care !! Venky
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6/22/2008 1:21 pm |
hey nypmhy..very profound..and i have to say ... I hEar YA . im in a situation too. been in a mood lately u know the nagging little voice in my head says some of it was / is my own doing. or undoing. so if your a loser what does tht make me ? needless to say ..you are NO loser.that word does not apply to you nor do i like it bein associated with ya,for what its worth.... keep the faith nymphy i touched rock bottom&scraped the barrel , but the one thing that got me through me was the hope that the sun wont set on me just yet.. it just cant.it just cant. ive been the Ultimate Loser in my time and ill tell you this..you dont like what i did ........... godspeed and take hella good care !! Venky take care An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/22/2008 2:59 pm |
No stock in my fridge for any pity party it's just the game of time and space-we all had to face it once or twice in our past. Just move on confidentally-you can smile if you want to O0O_000_O0O
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6/25/2008 10:54 pm |
my friend, you are one of us and it is great to read you. it is great to be ordinary and feel that too. however it hurts, it hurts often. there is no way you can get over it for good. but you can make the best of it, by talking about it to people. i feel that iff is just fine for that. i found iflirtt's comment here. talk to people like her. they will be of great help. pleasure and pain, both are your own doing. understand pain and you will be happy. you will know way to circumvent pain and also love it! I am not being cryptic. i too passed through what you mentioned. circumstances may not change much, but i feel that i am happier now. there are no solutions for you that you can order and use. you have to make one. it is not tough at all. from my long years, i have learn t one simple lesson, when you feel that you are doing uphill, look down and love those who are still behind you rather than envying those above you!! this is no reprimand friend, but a lesson that i read for myself often!! take care and wipe off those tears!
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6/25/2008 10:56 pm |
that was very kind of you. i liked it.
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6/25/2008 11:07 pm |
THAT IS A FINE, MATURE AND LOVING NOTE. THANKS
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6/26/2008 8:27 pm |
No stock in my fridge for any pity party it's just the game of time and space-we all had to face it once or twice in our past. Just move on confidentally-you can smile if you want to ...lol...Thanks An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/26/2008 8:30 pm |
my friend, you are one of us and it is great to read you. it is great to be ordinary and feel that too. however it hurts, it hurts often. there is no way you can get over it for good. but you can make the best of it, by talking about it to people. i feel that iff is just fine for that. i found iflirtt's comment here. talk to people like her. they will be of great help. pleasure and pain, both are your own doing. understand pain and you will be happy. you will know way to circumvent pain and also love it! I am not being cryptic. i too passed through what you mentioned. circumstances may not change much, but i feel that i am happier now. there are no solutions for you that you can order and use. you have to make one. it is not tough at all. from my long years, i have learn t one simple lesson, when you feel that you are doing uphill, look down and love those who are still behind you rather than envying those above you!! this is no reprimand friend, but a lesson that i read for myself often!! take care and wipe off those tears! thanks for the advice and your concern...sweet of u An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/27/2008 11:48 pm |
A vivid exposure of heart. It takes a lot of courage and art of expression. This is something that every emotional person feels at some point of time. If you are a looser, then we are all loosers. It is only a way of viewing things. Such feelings often come to all of us especially when we are alone. Its just a life cycle at night we think like this and next morning its all gone. To be frank one thing that I didn't liked is "he after what most guys..well all guys ...are after...". You have passed this conclusion for the whole mankind (although I can understand). You can't see everyone in such a light, because it isn't a fact. I have got so much to say on this but I don't want to add more fuel. Everyone has some habits (good or bad) that are hard to overcome. Thanks for passing the stir.
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6/28/2008 5:35 am |
A vivid exposure of heart. It takes a lot of courage and art of expression. This is something that every emotional person feels at some point of time. If you are a looser, then we are all loosers. It is only a way of viewing things. Such feelings often come to all of us especially when we are alone. Its just a life cycle at night we think like this and next morning its all gone. To be frank one thing that I didn't liked is "he after what most guys..well all guys ...are after...". You have passed this conclusion for the whole mankind (although I can understand). You can't see everyone in such a light, because it isn't a fact. I have got so much to say on this but I don't want to add more fuel. Everyone has some habits (good or bad) that are hard to overcome. Thanks for passing the stir.:> and i certainly don't feel that way about all guys....and i don't want to come off as a guy basher either....cause i certainly love Men,....everything about them..... Take care... An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/28/2008 10:14 am |
May I join the Club?? Would make some small changes tough. Like the name is gonna be 'Nice Loser' and only nice ppl able to achieve membership. Just a loser is not good enough for us. Hey, you know there will be sunshine again. Look at me YD
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6/28/2008 11:07 am |
May I join the Club?? Would make some small changes tough. Like the name is gonna be 'Nice Loser' and only nice ppl able to achieve membership. Just a loser is not good enough for us.Hey, you know there will be sunshine again. Look at me YD ..always room for one more....thanks sis..... An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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6/29/2008 12:29 am |
as a friend...I share the agony and wish you further strength.. to come up, like the bird Phoenix.. love
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6/29/2008 10:41 am |
as a friend...I share the agony and wish you further strength.. to come up, like the bird Phoenix.. love <..tx hun...............An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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7/7/2008 6:25 pm |
spritely, All i can say is that you are not a looser and nerver will be -- My special huggggggggggggggggs for you -- always are and always will be for you -- i mean the hugggs  love ya friend -- God bless WOLF
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7/7/2008 10:07 pm |
spritely, All i can say is that you are not a looser and nerver will be -- My special huggggggggggggggggs for you -- always are and always will be for you -- i mean the hugggs love ya friend -- God bless WOLF ..thanks sweetness.... hugs hun ..love to you and your family An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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7/14/2008 8:56 am |
hey sprite... ur such a awesum lady 2 know & laugh with. sure do miss you in lobby but we will eventually meet. To me ur not a loser but a wonderful lady who has so much to offer that special man. He will soon enter ur life & cherish the ground u walk on.I had felt that way @ 1 time but now i have met the most wonderful man. I use to think I was such a loser myself. Always looking in the mirror & asking myself.. how can I change the way i look 2day. I am always findings faults w/my outer beauty that I forgot about my inner beauty. I am so glad to have met ya again & i sure do hope & pray 4 happiness 2 enter ur life & love u for who u are & wot u can offer from the inside. Ur son will always love you no matter what.. so i;ll keep you & ur lovely son in my prayers & hope 2 see ya real soon. Til then sis keep it real & peace be w/ya & ur son always. chi mii-gweth again sis..( big thank you) keep smiling... nativepride2
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7/15/2008 11:56 pm |
hey sprite... ur such a awesum lady 2 know & laugh with. sure do miss you in lobby but we will eventually meet. To me ur not a loser but a wonderful lady who has so much to offer that special man. He will soon enter ur life & cherish the ground u walk on.I had felt that way @ 1 time but now i have met the most wonderful man. I use to think I was such a loser myself. Always looking in the mirror & asking myself.. how can I change the way i look 2day. I am always findings faults w/my outer beauty that I forgot about my inner beauty. I am so glad to have met ya again & i sure do hope & pray 4 happiness 2 enter ur life & love u for who u are & wot u can offer from the inside. Ur son will always love you no matter what.. so i;ll keep you & ur lovely son in my prayers & hope 2 see ya real soon. Til then sis keep it real & peace be w/ya & ur son always. chi mii-gweth again sis..( big thank you) keep smiling... < thans sis...sooooo good to hear from you....miss u tons....and i'm so happy for you, you deserve all the happiness in the world, hope to meet soon...love u..An Ounce of Change is Worth a Pound of the Same
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8/20/2008 3:22 am |
INTTELLIGENT THINKING ANDSTEP TOWARDS VICTORY. The GOD in ME greets The GOD in U.
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