LONELINESS...THIRST FOR LOVE AND CARE...THESE CAN MAKE ONE TOTALLY DEPRESSED... UNPREDICTABLE EVENTS MAKE OUR LIVES HORRIBLE...BUT WE SHOULD FACE IT... HOW WITH THE HELP OF GOOD FRIENDS, DIVINE THOUGHTS, SELF CONFIDENCE...??? EASY TO ADVISE...I AM HERE TO EXPRESS SOME OF MY THOUGHTS AND DREAMS...EXPERIENCES...!!!
CAN U COME WITH ME INTO MY WORLD??? I WILL BE HONOURED..!!!
You hurt my radiant mind coz i love you.. sometimes i want to hate you coz i love you.. all i have to offer silence and solitude coz you hurt me a lot.. may be im a shadow of your past.. but i still remeber the way you held my hands.. you dont deserve me i should say this before.. wasted my life searching in my faded memories.. which were glittering like stars in a black silk sky.. i wait for that moment which can take away those stars.. my memories of the pain..and love..!
It was a nice dream and i was trying to save it in my mind a little white dove was there in my morning dream.. i was in a loveland where butterflies were roaming around smiling spring flowers.. if time could stand still i would freeze it there.. it was like a blessing send from above.. golden flowers..... petals shine from morning dew.. a white dove came to me and touched me with its velvetty soft white feathers...... which burnt in to my skin.. calming all my fears.. rays of warmth and love covered my soul and body.. may be dreams that once were longed for.. are all coming true.. i hope so.......
I am addicted to memories those moments are out of reach now.. i have lost them.. the sound of approaching steps of nightmares now haunts me madly.. thoughts turned in to tears as pain soures deep down within.. i always want to remember those golden moments.. being in love is such a pleasure memories of which you will always treasure.. yesterdays cherished dreams still remains in my mind like a lingering perfume.. my mind is wondering back in time.. im addicted to my memories..
When someone hurts us we ache but we go on scars will remain there always reminding that pain.. it is very easy to tell someone..I LOVE YOU.. its very short and simple to say.. but loving someone comes within.. the only people who gives us pain are those we love the best... no one see the hurt and pain when they offer love to others.. each time when our tender heart was hurt.. the scras with in grew worse and worse.. love is fragile should handle it with care..
Im cheating my heart it makes me cry and cry.. i know im cheating myself but cant stop it till now.. watching a dream appear it cant stop thinking about you.. love breaks my heart but dont know how to mend it.. it keeps on longing for someone who knows it throbs.. how can i say to my poor heart that everything will be right in the end.. with a handfull of fear trying to reach the stars above.. keeping eternal flame burning inside.. my heart still waits to find when the miracle going to happen.. but still im cheating my heart.
Again a lonely night coming from an unknown place to make me cry again alone in this pretty world. longing for.. someone to touch someone to hold someone to feel someone to love.. moon is smiling my eyes are blinded in his silver light... these sleepless nights will broke me down.. i cant help but but be possessed by you.. the spell of love makes every one mad.. jewelled sky and clouding moon pinkroses and smell of love.. love------ its a kind of magic.. feeling seems to be grow more everyday.. we are the slaves of love trying to runaway from that sweet pain.
My mood is like a cloudy noon waiting for the sun not knowing where to run.. i do not know who are you but you are like a song sung far away.. wish i knew your thoughts and shared your cries.. passion is the gateway to a world we crave and fear.. like mountains kissing high heaven.. and the moonbeams kissing the sea... my soul touching your soul like the sunlight clasps the earth.. nothing can outweigh a love filled heart and i love you honey and will love you always. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY.
Miss u my friend tears fall down my face flowing one by one the pain begins to show pls take my hand and tell me everything will be allright say you will never leave again.. life is sad without you you make me smile but now you are gone which makes me cry you just walked away saying a bye im still waiting my friend i cant help myself but miss you..
I love to see you through this burning candles soft music playing around us.. ohhhhh you are so handsome with twinkling eyes and a naughty smile.. let the candles burn till dawn its nice to watch the flames of these candles dancing in your eyes.. like the falme of love flaming in my soul.. candles makes a lovely light candles in my heart will glow for ever.. what are you waiting for just kiss me with your love fragrance of sweet flowers makes us mad.. blow the candles soon after the dawn and make our wish come true.
want that strange relationship. im about to lose my mind try to act like you own me.. something feels terribly wrong never felt pleasure and pain like this.... online relationships are really just pretend.. may be im a fool who just cant see the truth.. caressing my thoughts knowing.. terrible damage they can do.. every day is so wonderful but its hard to breath... times are bad and times are good i would stay for ever if i could..
