LONELINESS...THIRST FOR LOVE AND CARE...THESE CAN MAKE ONE TOTALLY DEPRESSED... UNPREDICTABLE EVENTS MAKE OUR LIVES HORRIBLE...BUT WE SHOULD FACE IT... HOW WITH THE HELP OF GOOD FRIENDS, DIVINE THOUGHTS, SELF CONFIDENCE...??? EASY TO ADVISE...I AM HERE TO EXPRESS SOME OF MY THOUGHTS AND DREAMS...EXPERIENCES...!!!
CAN U COME WITH ME INTO MY WORLD??? I WILL BE HONOURED..!!!
IN LOBBY ONE FRIEND OF MINE TOLD OTHER GUYS THAT -------DONT FALL IN ANAMIKAS HONEY TRAP.I WAS SHOCKED.I AM NOT HERE FOR HUNTING MEN ANYWAY.I DONT HAVE ANY TRAP.I AM FADED FLOWER WITHOUT HONEY,SWEETNESS..FRAGRANCE...... THEN HOW CAN MAKE THA BEES ATTRACTED TO ME? ANYTIME THIS FLOWER WILL FALL A TOUCH OF WIND CAN MAKE IT EASILY OH MY FRIEND YOU DONT KNOW THE MEANING OF A TRAP BUT I KNOW VERY WELL...... MAY GOD BLESS YOU TO BE NEVER TRAPPED. LEAVE THIS POOR SOUL FOR SUFFERINGS STILL I AM YOUR FRIEND. DONT BE ANGRY WITH ME....OKAY?????
its chilling outside and im standing under the shower shivering wildly covered with chilling water nothing can make my mind cool i know but just trying my levelbest to divert my mind i can taste my tears that running down mingling with droplets of water what is happening to me anyway? feels very lonely feels very romantic how long i can hide me from me? sometimes want to cry some times want to shout sometimes longing for someone else. flowers turns in to flames sometimes moonlight becomes hot sometimes i am MAD.
DONT GIVE ME ADVISES IF U CANT HELP ME PLZZZ DONT GIVE ME LOVE IF U CANT FULFILL MY DREAMS DONT OFFER ME YOUR HAND IF U WANT TO LEAVE ME ALONE DONT GIVE ME A SMILE IF U CANT MAKE ME HAPPY DONT GIVE ME HOPES IF YOU ARE THINKS IM A SILLY DONT GIVE ME DEATH IF U CANT GIVE ME A LIFE DONT GIVE ME YOUR FRIENDSHIP IF U CANT SHARE MY FEELINGS DONT SHOW ME THE WAY TO LIGHT IF U CANT LIT A LAMP FOR ME'
DONT GIVE ME ADVISES IF U CANT HELP ME PLZZZ DONT GIVE ME LOVE IF U CANT FULFILL MY DREAMS DONT OFFER ME YOUR HAND IF U WANT TO LEAVE ME ALONE DONT GIVE ME A SMILE IF U CANT MAKE ME HAPPY DONT GIVE ME HOPES IF YOU ARE THINKS IM A SILLY DONT GIVE ME DEATH IF U CANT GIVE ME A LIFE DONT GIVE ME YOUR FRIENDSHIP IF U CANT SHARE MY FEELINGS DONT SHOW ME THE WAY TO LIGHT IF U CANT LIT A LAMP FOR ME'
EVERYONE ASKING ME TO COME OUT OF MY VIRTUAL WORLD.MAKING A COCOON I AM WAITING INSIDE TO EMERGE AS A BEAUTYFULL BUTTERFLY.DONT WANT TO AWAKE FROM MY DEEP SLEEP WITHOUT HAVING THAT CUTE WINGS.I WANT TO REALIZE WHERE THE LOVE ENDS AND LUST STARTS.I WILL NOT COME OUT FI NDING THAT TRUTH.HEVY WIND MAKES MY SHELTER VIBRATING I CANT OPEN MY EYES UNTIL MY DAY COME.MAY BE I AM AN IDIOT,MAY BE I AM A COWARD.MAY BE I AM A HEPLESS SOUL.BUT I CANT CHANGE MY VIEWS FOR ONE MINUTES PLEASURE.
I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE HIDING MY TRUE FEELINGS FROM ALL BURNING DESIRE TO BE IN MY MANS ARMS LOVE TO BE CARESSED WITH THAT CUTE FINGERS SLEEPLESS NIGHTS PASSING AWAY SO FASTLY MY LIFE IS GOING WITHOUT ANYTHING WANT TO BE KISSED ON MY CLOSED EYES WITH THAT SHIVERING WARM WET LIPS WANT TO HIDE MY FACE IN HIS SHIRT HEARING THAT HEART BEATS WHISPERING MY NAME WAITING FOR HIM LIKE A SUNFLOWER WHERE IS MY SPARKLING SUN?
I HAD A GOOD FRIEND.NOW I LOST HIM.NAHHH DONT THINK LIKE THAT- HE IS ALIVE.BUT FOR ME HE IS NO MORE.HE WAS A GOODFRIEND FOR ME. ONEDAY HE TOLD ME THAT HE LOVES ME. I DIDNT ANSWER..... NEXT DAY HE ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM. I FELT SOMETHING IN MY HEART. BUT I TOLD HIM HEY WHY HURRY? NEXT DAY HE ASKED ME THAT HOW GOODLOOKING I AM? THEN OH GOD..... HE ASKED ME HOW BIG YOUR BOOBS ARE? YOU WANNA HEAR NEXT Q? HE ASKED ME -R U HEALTHY? NEXT Q WAS---HOW LONG U CAN MAKELOVE WITH ME? FULL NIGHT CONTINUEOUSLY? I WAS SHOCKED SEEING HIS TRUE COLOUR HE MADE ME CRY HE HURT ME A LOT FRIENDS......A LOT....
COME TO ME LIKE A MIRACLE HUG ME FROM MY BACK UNEXPECTEDLY KISS ME WITHOUT GIVING ME ANY HINT HOLD ME CLOSE TO YOUR HEART TIGHTLY CARESS ME WHEN I AM IN DEEP SLEEP WAKE BESIDE ME ALL MORNING LIKE SUNSHINE LET ME GIVE YOU A WARM KISS EVERY MORNING GIVE ME A RED ROSE AS A PRESENT PLZ COME TO ME LIKE A MIRACLE.
I KNOW I AM THINKING ABOUT ME ONLY. HOW SELFISH I AM...... I AM ALWAYS SHOWS MY SADNESS TO MY FRIENDS.. HOW CRUEL I AM........ I AM ALWAYS BEGGING FOR LOVE.... HOW SHAMELESS I AM.... I AM ALWAYS WAITING FOR MY TRUE LOVE.... WHAT A FOOL I AM....... I AM ALWAYS SMILING WITHOUT HAPPINESS... HOW EXPERT I AM........ I AM ALWAYS THINKING I AM YOUNG..... HOW CAN I THINK LIKE THAT???
yesterday i saw a news about gang rape.a 10 yrs old girl was raped by three men.they took her from necklaceroad at 10pm when she was playi ng with other children.her parents are very poor.after one hour that devils throw her in to the road and wentaway.someone admitted that bleeding child into near by hospital.a cute rosebud crushed by cruel hands.now a days these things are common.lust rules everywhere.y they are doing like this?this world is going to end soon.
