For out of much affliction and anguish of heart I wrote to you with many tears; not so that you would be made sorrowful, but that you might know the love which I have especially for you.
"If raindrops fell upon my head, if lightning flashed and thunder said, this is your hour, what will you do? I'd close my eyes and think of you...Minute after minute, til my hour was through"
it's 10:10 PM....2 days since we decided it would be best if we broke all ties.......i can't sleep...i miss him...
....i don't do well with letting go....and i'm not taking this well....how do you fill the HUGE hole left behind.....i've lost my best friend....and you know i'm not going to be depressing although that was what i started out 2 do....not going to sit here and cry....well at least not in here....instead i will celebrate the time we had....
....you know how you meet someone and you just click....that's what we were....instant friends.....and although i am usually an open book...i won't be here....our relationship meant 2 much 2 me.....and although the pain is very real right now...i choose this over never having known him at all.....this past year was that much better with him in it....
so...2 my dear friend:
"Friends Forever Are we friends, Are we not. You told me once, but I forgot. So tell me now and tell me true, So I can say I'm here for you. And if I die before you do, I'll go to heaven and wait for you. I'll give the angels back their wings, And risk the loss of everything. Just to prove my friendship is true, Just to have a friend like you.
