festuval time Jan 13, 2007 6:56 am Mood: cheerful, 849 Views right here goes to what knowledge i have............ today the 13th of jan i understand all u punjabs celebrating lohri...harvest time and u all party round big fire with bhangra and the dhool wala on the dtreets drumming away uffffffffffffff all i can say to that is u all know how much i love my bhangra where was my invite well all have fun those celebrating also.........14th is for u gujus as its sankranti day.day for flyong all them kites so lets up the winds up for u to fly your kites and enjoy also on 14th is pongal for all u tamils...mmmmmmm all that sweet khichdi so happy new year to all tamils for tomorrow well thats all i wanted to say just wish i was part of the lohri geez what fun hint hint someone invite me next year plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz me and bhangra wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww me be dancing all night and what an excuse to dress up. HAVE FUN ALL!!!!!!!!!!! 3 Comments

im in the clear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Jan 3, 2007 12:38 pm Mood: beautiful, 991 Views this is an update following my health that i have been informing u on. well i had the surgery last thursday all went well they got the damn cyst out of my neck,instantly the pressure on my head was gone and my shaking hands r now back to being as strong and still as before. i was nervous going in for the surgery so i requested to the surgeon that to keep me calm while they put me to sleep that i put my earphones in and fall asleep playing my bhangra trust me huh!!!! well they let me do so and i was fine and very calm well was warned to stop trying to dance on the operating table anyway i was stitched up minus the cyst and booted out of bed as i was up and chatting away 20 mins after the surgery. i went hospital again yesterday and was told the cyst was benign so phewwwwwwwww what a relief that is. stitches r out and a very small dressing was put on and guess what i was back at work today tossing about me chappatis so yeah im doing well and heres to hoping that this year for me becomes a good one.........had a good start to it havent i so heres to hoping it continues. i would like to just stress my thanks to all those who have supported me over the last 2 months of me being sick and would like to say sorry if i upset anyone while o was high on morphine by talking out of line at least i can say was the morphine talking seriously thanks u all u been a rock and i love u all 17 Comments

update on my scan Dec 14, 2006 3:07 pm Mood: optimistic, 1029 Views well i arrived at the hospital my palms all sweaty with nerves. nurse put me at ease then i saw the scanner,omg it so confined i was loosing it ,i tried 3 times to get in and be calm but i ended up hyperventilating and crying so i was given mild sedation then i was ok. had loads of blood taken and had to give urine sample that was easy as i was so nervous i kept popping to the loo. i got the scan over and done with geez its so noisy in there and the machine was lightly brushing over my face it really not nice experience,anyway i have to see a specialist on monday for the results as the nurse said a lump the size of a golf ball been found in my neck just below my skull bone and it reason for concern . so i am worried right now but still keeping an upper chin. will just wait and see what the doc says monday. to be continued............ 14 Comments

scared Dec 13, 2006 3:54 pm Mood: scared, 1122 Views im sat here its past 11.30pm so in less than 11 hours time i will be hospital having my scan..........my god im scared. not sure if it the not knowing what to expect or not wanting know if it bad news. i have never prayed so much in one day as i have today. i scared of what i need to have done to me in the morning,stunk in a machine that looks something like a time capsule,letting it read my brain. not able to move a muscle so it can be read correctly. i hate confined spaces yet in the morning for my own good i have to venture into one. i know why i am in that machine i would be wishing they be playing bhangra lol just to take my mind off it all but that is so not possible. im trying to stay positive and i think i have been that so far so i wont let myself down in the morning. i will go in there with all the positive vibes i can muster up inside myself and say one last prayer before i enter into that machine. i very much believe in myself and i know i am a strong woman this why i have chosen to go to hospital on my own to show myself i have the courage. if u see me and i am quiet please chat with me take the guess i need the company ok guys and gals because i think without u all i wont be so strong. i will keep u all updated how i get on and what is the outcome. just do me one favour after u read this...........say a prayer for me cos the more said the more i will get through this. god bless u all 13 Comments

im back Dec 12, 2006 4:34 pm Mood: cheerful, 997 Views hey all. somehow my profile of kelly344 got deleted so im back with tandoorikelly lol thought it good one, what u think? 9 Comments

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