like a rose that blooms to the stars that shine beneath the glare of the moon Nov 18, 2009 9:08 am Mood: beautiful, 29 Views falling petals where do they lay... seeking help from the one who prays shouting aloud from the whim of the voice.... where did it go the shout from aloud can't hear it where is it..... thats the rose that blooms looking silky shiny from the botto of the garden where the foot prints tread int he mud where the fallen leaves from the winter winds fall to the ground where noone seeks home for the lonely lost dog walking by the stoney path.... its where the shine of the stars look down on the hastened trees blowing in the wind kids shouting from afar whistling howls they cry to the sounds of the musical glee of the band that plays from a distance........ hopping skipping playing ball.... the parents shouting it's ready come and get it... the laughing that tight community feel as you look down omt hem all closley knittted community where everyone is there for everyone but the understanding when they are not around they can rely on each person the sound of happiness that comes from each household when you ring the door bell the chants form the children singing the chorus to good king wenceslas last looked out on the feats of stephen when the snow lay round about deep and crisp and even brightly shone the moon at night... you hear the distinct echo in the tune as it bellows around the street the sound of people walking by arriving home from work shouting am home dear the kids rusing down the stairs waiting to wrap their arms around their father like its been the first time they have hugged them in a long whislt...... to a rose that blooms to the stars that shine beneath the glare of the moon MORAL OF THE CHAPTER VALUE YOUR LIFE LIKE ITS THE LAST DAY VALUE THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU LIKE YOU WILL NEVER SEE THEM AGIAN DON'T HURT THEM TAKE THEM FOR GRANTED AND MOST OF ALL BE TRUTHFUL TO WHO YOU ARE AND THOSE AROUND YOU AND NEVER ABUSE THE PRIVILIGE OF HAVING SOMEONE WHO CARES FOR YOU I AM BLESSED TO HAVE THE PEOPLE AND MY ANGELS IN MY LIFE 1 comment

when reality becomes the said fate of the person who tries to avoid what they don't want to become Nov 13, 2009 6:34 am Mood: adventurous, 67 Views isnt is it harming to know that people go on daily about how they don't like to be alone and when they create such loving warmth for themselves they ruin through there stupidity and insecurity .... i knew someone like that ME and later realised as years went by it serves no fate to be constantly needy.... as it tends to back fire the need to have someone around you day in day out and for what change in your routine it's not change it's boredom to see the outisde world and see that there is better thing's out there for you its being scared knowing that when you see what it is otu there for you your scared to let go of that oen thing that gives you oyour control over yourself .... for all those out there who keep themselves to themselves and dont let any one it be who you know your self to be and dont let any change it but when people use it as excuse then you will never see the light of day as you use your own traits as a weapon agianst yourself and it backfires when you are left on your own 4 Comments

seasons festivities and what it means to me Nov 6, 2009 8:56 am Mood: beautiful, 112 Views well it's that time agian fastly approaching in a few weeks and your racing around the shops thinking what to buy.. and who to get for... well for me it's simple knowing that i am giving them the blessing of me being in their lives' should be enough of a gift for them to open on xmas day... it's not about what you give to a person because you give them all year round you giove them help when they need it... be there for them when times are hard wipe there eyes ...... when they feel teary.... wet hankies most of all you let them know you are there for them even when you can't be around like you hope to be... because you are busy in something you don't have to be in the presence of someone to knwo they care for you because if you have a special link with that person the care is automatically there for you picking up the phone even if it is one a week or every couple of weeks should be enough for the person to know you care all i can say is I HAVE THE BEST FAMILY OF ALL BECAUSE WE ARE ALL THERE FOR EACH OTHER SUPPORT EACH OTHER AND NONE OF THEM MOAN WHEN THE OTHER PERSON IS NOT THERE FOR THEM BECAUSE ALL MY FAMILY ARE LINKED TO EACH OTHERS HEARTS AND I LOVE THEM ALL 143 you know who it's for 0 Comments

when people take liberties on your kindness Nov 4, 2009 9:18 am Mood: disappointed, 155 Views hmmm it's bizarre to say the least you go out of your way to make people are ok they are happy in life you give them shine to there day however whats even more annoying you give brightness to their day and what do you get in return nothing but a bunch of bloody bullshit when did someones kindness become an excuse for people to take liberties on it you do more harm than good you can ruin a persons trust for future life howevere people don't care about that as long as they get what they want they are happy and to hell with everyone else UTTERLY BLOODY DISGUSTING 3 Comments

sense of tranquility and all it's beliefs Oct 15, 2009 2:29 pm Mood: courageous, 266 Views looking lost so it would seem the lost girl who looks upon the shoulders looking for that one who she seldoms cry's for each day was it from the womb she felt this longing urge to be with them or was it from a past life where she fought so hard to be with them... and wht now for her does she loom on the sense that she passes her thoughts willingly ont he hope it all makes sense.. why why... it's not perfect for her to look into the eyes of the hawk and see that danger that passes through her mind crawling wrteching to get out let me out .. let me out i don't want to be in this void of emptiness she cried but then it was only a nightmare she was living daily she hoped one day that long winding road ahead of her would not open up on her if she was to walk down it should she go left should she go right only she know's that noone can help her.... walking on the path to call out that name help me help me she shouts as she hears the whispering cry from the distance doesnt seem to make any sense at all but it never really does every day seems dark for her.... but in the eyes of a hawk everything is dark unleash yourself from the burden she say's to herself as she walks slowly along that long dark destitute road of emptiness but it amazes her to see that it's not her inner thoughts that feel this torture its the dark soul that's been unleashed thats crying to get out of her system it yells get me free get me free.. i am happy now i don't need this burden of darkness looming on me set me free from your soul... it's all i ask to live in a sense of tranquility and all it's beliefs 2 Comments

whats it mean Oct 12, 2009 9:52 am Mood: aggravated, 328 Views shouting laughing crying i do them all well .. and for what purpose does it serve me anything i wonder that myself every day then it dawned on me today sitting under the tree of life watching the branches grow to what life expectancy that one thinks they should have looking backwards looking forwards looking on at the hour glass so what if it's not what you expect it to be it's there and it's there for a reason so what is that reason ... hmmmm i wonder that myself then it came it's there because it has to be there living in a world where you try to get approval for everything you do in your life is that way for one to be i opt not to think so..... it's like having a chastity belt daily trapping your mind and not allowing you to think but i do think i think long and hard..... sometimes to much maybe thats a downfall of all lifes littles things peopel think to hard and it costs them it's not insane to want the best it's a thing for all to want some may get it some may not but you will only get it if you push your self to the limit to achieve as one would say if you want to be somebody and you want to go somewhere then you have to wake up and pay attention BUT I AM I AM, so why don't they pay attention flocking birds looking to escape the cage mind precedes you to think that it's all for the purpose of them and nothing else .. so what if you have your way of doing thing's its your way of doing things the core motto is don't change who you are to fit in ,,, dont change who you are to get accepted don't change who you are to be liked ,,, dont change who you are to someone you are not BE WHO YOU ARE AND DON'T LET ANYONE CHANGE YOU AS CHANGING MEANS THEY ARE COVERING UP SOMEONE WHO THEY AIM TO BE ONSET YOU LOSE WHAT THEY ARE TRYING TO GAIN FROM YOUR STRENTGH 0 Comments

the value of freindship Oct 8, 2009 8:37 am Mood: beautiful, 383 Views I AM a big believer in the power of friendship and the amazing ability to rise to the occasion. I have always felt that people that are your true friends may not always be the ones that you see everyday, or have a drink or coffee with True friendship does not always require constant physical contact but thrives more on a spiritual connection. We associate friendship with brief encounters of human contact . The world has become such a fast paced racetrack that we are all busy speeding our way to the finish line. We don’t stop for just a moment to have actual connections with the people around us. We seem to find ourselves crashing into each other, with very little emotional connection and we assume that we are now friends. believe that friendship is about defying the odds that the world has set against us. Great friendships were never been made in times of riches and plenty . Great friendship are made in times of hunger, pain and hopelessness. True friends are those that come running when every one else is running out of our lives. True friends are the ones that will pick up the pieces of our brokenness and somehow make us whole again. Friends are the ones that are never afraid to tell us the truth, even though it may hurt. They will save us from our sinking ship, even though we refuse to heed their warnings. True friends are always the first ones there and the last ones to leave. They are the ones that will know our weaknesses and will never reveal them to the world. True friends are those that will laugh at our faults and correct our thoughts. They are the ones that will shield us from the harsh judgment the world will have for us. They will stand beside us to share out shame and fame. They are the ones that will travel half way across the world when our worlds come crashing down. Friends never expect anything but our true friendship in return. There is no jealousy or completion, but a rare partnership that only a true heart and mind can understand. it's safe for me to say one thing i have one of the bestests freinds in the whole world : and they know who they are 2 Comments

monday morning blues Oct 4, 2009 11:28 pm Mood: beautiful, 368 Views well it is monday morning start of a new working week and i find myself venturing for th emobile phoen to text that one person who makes the day worth whislt then i go through to the bedroom to the person who makes me smilst everyday and then i think to myself we all go on about how we hate having to get up for thi do that for other people then i thought to myself i really should be blessed for what i have so i got up as one would do ready to start the new week and then i hit a brainwave what could i do to make my week get of to a warping good start .... so here i am writing this and telling u how my day started i guess for some of you your day will never start as some of us are face with realitys that we may never get the life that we want or be able to do what we want however not to say that we should not be thankful for what we have in this life because let's face it there is only one life and if we spend have the time moaning about what we face in our lives it makes for a crappy environment for you and the person around you how ever some people find it hard some people find life is and take each day liek it's there last thats how i am i don't see the future and plan as you never know what is around the corner all i see around the corner right now is my cup of tea.... the gaurdian news paper ( woo hoo ) check me out trying to sound intellectual reading a grown up newspaper ( see thats the thing i am trying to say don't do things that you don't think you are capable of doing do i it because you believe you are capable of doing it ..........LIFE IS A CLIMB 3 Comments

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